May 21, 2026 - Reading time: ~1 minute
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The Secret Writing According to John: A Public Domain Synoptic Translation NHC II, 1 // NHC IV, 1 // BG 8502 // NHC III, 1 by Samuel Zinner The following translation has been committed to the public domain and may be freely copied and used, changed or unchanged, for any purpose. This version of the texts from the Nag Hammadi Codices and the Berlin Codex was translated by Samuel Zinner and edited by Mark M. Mattison. The Nag Hammadi codices were written in the fourth century, subsequently buried, and then discovered in 1945.
May 21, 2026 - Reading time: 4 minutes
Traditionally negative entities use the most crass and primitive system of terrorizing humanity such as making things float in the air, giving people demonic voices, or hurling really gnarly insults at the innocent bystanders through a possessed person. I am speaking of demonic or other forces that may possess a human being that usually make their methods known by obvious turning someone like your best friend into an 'evil' version of your best friend.
August 30, 2025 - Reading time: 3 minutes
Many souls have sought the path to immortality. Generally, we are already immortal.
It is the ego that dies, and dies pathetically. Why so pathetically? Well, it believes it is alive, and believes it can extend itself into all futures. With regards to the type of ego here, it is the one attached to the mechanical body. The one that keeps the body moving, going, thinking; albeit shallowly. It gets programmed, it gets pushed from here to there by outside forces and ideas. It seems to have a will of its own.
As soon as you die, it dissipates and all you have left is your actual thought processes. Additionally, these are the thought processes that were heavily influenced by the level of control the ego had, or hadn't.
Now what if the control was minimal and someone could control it from the top level - down?
March 13, 2024 - Reading time: 2 minutes
I had attempted to refresh my perception of concept riding the pendulum. I understand there is a significant accomplishment in being able to move it at will to where you want to be. I have attempted to describe this process to others in the exact metaphor being used as a swinging pendulum swaying back and forth. Although, for one reason or another, that visual description seemed to only work to confuse. Perhaps a pendulum is too old an artifact for the present. The present ideals move from up to down versus left to right as far as preference.
February 28, 2023 - Reading time: 3 minutes
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Title: Thought-Forms Author: Annie Besant C.W. Leadbeater Release Date: July 12, 2005 [EBook #16269] Language: English Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1
February 22, 2023 - Reading time: 21 minutes
My own experience has shown me that servitors, the word itself, can have a variable number of meanings to the practitioner. To define servitor here, It should be said that a servitor can be an emanation of the Magi to do an automatic or manual process separate from the practitioner or in conjunction with. Some may liken them to tulpas, but there is a stark difference.